A dream worth remembering

A Dream

This was a dream I didn't want to end. It made me deeply happy, FEEL deeply happy. There were so many people all around, people still coming too. You know how dreams are, not fully real or understandable, but they 'work' enough for the time being. For instance, we were at Aunt Donna's (Mom's Sister) old house, but not one that I recall, for some reason. I was staying there, or moving there, everything was crazy but good. So many happy people, it was a celebration of sorts. I think Maureen was there, other relatives. Many more were coming. My sister, Aunt Donna Dente, and 2 other ladies at least showed up, I think Ahn was with them, and they were happy and throwing arms up in the air! :)

The one lady pulled me aside, and asked if we could go to the Mall in the morning, was there any way we could fit it in, and she REALLY wanted to go, and was scrunching up her eyes in hope that I would say yes.. how odd? lol I said yes, she was happy and ran down the hall. My cousins Tommy, Donny and Larry all showed up next at the door. I hugged them each so big, and they were happy and kind of shy, and I asked them if it was weird coming to this house, they said yeah but it was cool. SO much was going on all around, there was no way to keep up possibly.

Then I turned around and in the hall near the bathroom was Uncle Tommy! I gave a huge smile and hug, and he somehow lifted me up way above his head, with a big smile, SO happy to see me. I was feeling so happy and shy, and overwhelmed by the love of my family. I looked down the hall, and Papa!!!! was coming, and doing a little trick with fabric and flames?? lol, but was totally safe and having SUCH a wonderful time. Smiling and carrying on, wow..... I cannot believe this dream.

Then something woke me up... and I was so disappointed because I was having truly, the best time in the dream. I had to write this down so I never forget it, but most of all, I don't want to forget the reunited feeling.. Somehow, I feel very close to my Dad tonight, and I think EVERYONE was there, in the dream, but I just somehow didn't get around to everyone. Music, atmosphere and lots of love. The kind of dream that touches on the kind of stuff life is made of. :) Thank you God, for that dream... not sure what it means that some were dead, some are definitely still alive in it. My heart is truly so touched right now, at how intensely happy that dream made me.
Love to all.